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Stop, look around and stare

Tue Oct 20, 2009, 6:27 AM
Ever take the time to stop and stare? Tojust look around at what's going on and how different it seems? Most everyone I talk to says yes, but they only look at nature, world issues or political society. Boring things.

I look around and notice that all myfriends are grwing up, life is suddenly taking huge leaps. Rudi just graduated and is now in COLLEGE (wtf!!!) Kari graduated two years ago and is now MARRIED. One of my best friends graduated two years ago and now has a CHILD (mega WTF). Two other friends of mine graduated high schol and now are just chilling.....and my boyfriend is almost halfway through his senior year. So are some of my closest friends.

Life is changing, I'm moving soon, and people are being weird in their choices. The best Band director ever is gone.

Just a few things I've noticed are happening very fast. Noticed them the other day when I found I was wasting my life and don't have much to do in the way of life at this point. But yeah....everyone's growing up and it kinda weirds me out. We've been kids our whole life and are suddenly forced into this weird uncharted territory that I really don't like, but everypne else seems fine and excepting of...

Maybe I'm just nostalgic and weird and a whiner. Or maybe it'd cause I haven't really aged at all since I was 14 and everyone I know thinks I'm 12 or younger (freakin Subway)

But this is just my thoughts for awhile.....I really hate growing up and never wanted to. Than again.....no one really does.....'specially those like my mud, Rudi who will go on any child's ride that he sees. (You will NEVER grow up and that's a good thing!)




P.S. I miss the 90's

  • Mood: Bewildered
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  • Playing: KINGDOM HEARTS ON MY AWESOME PS2!
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  • Drinking: tea (as always)

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Why haven't you done anyone's requests yet? And I think mine should be pretty high up on the order of the list since my request was triple requested. And not just by me >.<

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Yes, 'Mouto, your request is at the top of the list. Don't worry your multi-colored head. I'm workin on it.

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YAY!X3 Huwwy up!!! I vanna see it!>.<

It's gonna be even MORE multi-colored soon.XD Specially made colorfulz for school.:3

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Clicky on the Goat Fxcked deviation!!! I know you will luvs it lol. Especially since it's Chandler.

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Hey, check this out!

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"I'm sick of seeing women pulled apart in horrible ways," I say.
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That one works ^^ Any particular thing you want Kirk and Spock to wear? Or just their normal deal?

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Back and Forth I pace.
In my cage I wait for you.
Won't you kill me, please?
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Alrighty, Erm...Just the unforms I suppose ^^

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"I'm sick of seeing women pulled apart in horrible ways," I say.
"On video," adds Tom.
"Yes," I agreed,"Because I never tire of it in real life."

Friends are like potatoes, if you eat them they die
Eat potatoes, not your friends o.o

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